Connecting with Passed Loved One

I have been going to The Source for about six months. My first time going in the egg, I had such an amazing experience. I left rested, relaxed, and no chitter chatter in my brain. I have done this one song on 3 different occasions and each time, I have some sort of connection with my grandmother (who has already passed). The last time I went in and experienced the song, I had a very unique experience. In the egg, I asked my grandmother if my cousin (who has also gone to the other side) was with her. When I asked her this, I immediately saw images of angles and two doves flying. At the same time, the music had birds chirping. As the experience went on, I asked her to show me that he was with her and she showed me very tall, mountainous trees. The song had some mantras playing and while I know this is not what the song said, it sounded like the woman's voice was saying "some children die." My cousin was maybe in his early twenties when he passed. In this moment, I had this feeling come over me that my experience on that day was not about healing for me, but for my uncle, his ex-wife, and all of his siblings. The experience went on and I asked her again, if he is with you...show me that he is with you. Then I saw a very tall mountain and at the top of the mountain, my cousin was in a meditative pose. Next to my cousin was Jesus with his hands outstretched like he was praying for my cousin. The message was clear that his family cannot blame themselves for his death and that they need to forgive themselves and move on with their lives.

After the experience, I rushed home to call my uncle to tell him that yes, in fact, my cousin was in heaven with my grandmother. My uncle asked if I knew where my cousin was buried and I replied no, I do not. He shared with me that he is buried beneath a large tree in the Colorado Rockies. I reached out to his mother on facebook and she shared a picture with me of where he is buried and I almost fell out of my chair because it was exactly as I had viewed it inside the egg.

All of his family still grapples with his death, but this experience gave them some love and relief that he is with my loving grandmother.